JAN 2010

WELL WELL WELL.......is de new year of de new hope,i'm glad my love n hate is losing from my heart.is been a pain for me for since few months tat i cried for a every night in a single month but de most odd thing is my fren said i look beautiful in tat way......HAHA!!!!!in de same time,i need to prepare for my spm examination.....oh,i am so nervous..........i am so afraid as my result is oli average compare to those genius.i am struggling for i haven left my love on him truly.....i hope i can stay safe for tis year......

AUG 2009

Today my sky feel like thundestorm whr i myself can't accept de truth of being left by someone i really care n love.i don't wanna accept tis cruel fact tat i'm going to loss him.i feel horrible n sad for losing him.For making me to give up,he could dare ask his fren to lie to me like i'm tat idiot who will believe his lie bout someone tat i loved so much will fail all his subjects?????stupid isn't it?????mr.l,do u think i dono who i'm coupling wif or do u think i can't understand himfor three months???i'm better in understanding ppl in such close relationship den he thought i'm not.as for my love,u helped him to kept it a secret in to me,it is obvious,isn't it????Anyway,i dun blame u for using such a cruel way when i gt my rational back for i can i understand wat type of stubborn girl i am.i'm sorry if i hv coz u any problem for tat but pls forgive me for hating your coz i can't accept him to lie for helping u to dump me.........but i hope someday,i can forget n forgive wat he had done to me........to tell de truth,i'm really very hurt when someone like him lie to me like tis

MAY 2009

OMG!!!!!!!de first time gt some one 'gao bai' to me,i am so happy n exicited.........it was my first love.I nvr imagine tat something like tat would happen in my life.Even my house tigress oso said which idiot will enter to hell like me.......ISN'T TAT FUNNY???..........but i really do enjoy my first love,it is sweet n great.i had my first love n i loss my first to tis person.i grateful to tis person as he took away almost all my pain in me .i thank him for giving me his time to me.at least,i won dota alr........i really do enjoy de feeling n de time we spent together