Weak...

 Is it a bad thing to be weak? or is it its forbidden to be weak? Can't I just be weak? Why when I weak ,you'll use all your power to hurt me?Why you can't just let me be weak?I know you suffer for such long time in eleven months but is this a reason for you to hurt me?Is it a must for you to hurt me?To have your revenge on me?Does that make you feel good? I'm tired...... when I want to be gentle and smooth then I shall be...I need time...Why can't I have time to change my personality? Can't I just request for more time?Time for me to do what I want?Is that so hard for you to accept?You request the thing I've lost so long ago yet you want it more to fulfill just only you and you want more then can have more?I really don't have that much power to do what you want.....I will fall too....;.