This lately getting weaker and weaker. Aunt cooked his dinner and ask me to invite wolf for it but I even call my wolf,I also don't have the courage...wai wai was so disappointed worst is bringing dog hiking already very tiring yet now I'm ill, what am I suppose to do? Still don't have the courage to tell him or actually I don't know whether I should tell him or not? Or I can't sense him any more already? Did he lost the last 50 percent of his love to me already? That's why I can't feel or sense him around me any more?
God,if you really exist, please let show me a way to 'litch' where I can see hope again.....
Ever since cold war with wolf, I'm so hurt till my heart is weakened. Yet I don't know when only it heals or it will never heals? Hurts physically, mentally and my heart...Wolf told me to take care this morning but I'm wondering how am I suppose to take care of myself when I'm already flu,cough,sore throat and fever...and what will wolf do if he knew this? Probably nothing in this cold war period ba....
