Huh~ Is almost been a month since my last post. I've been working hard on my healing phase and I think it started to work out. I'm feeling so much better than the few weeks of heart broken although I never regretted for what had happened but I guess at least I'm curious of what's lack in me that someone wouldn't love me?
Love is what is most precious thing to us,human being. Without it,this world will be even cruel than it is now. I starting to understand what love actually is, thanks brother. Other than the love I've always hoped for, there's still other love hidden that I didn't notice at all.
Besides the intimate love that I've been hoping for, you've shown me something that much more valuable than it, that is our weird but happy relationship. We are not couple but our intimacy are very much alike to couple. Is good that you help me grow in my healing phase. Now I can tell you that I'm off it already so no worries, be happy.
Recently, I only realise on how stubborn am I on certain question that I did get myself into crying and sad mood. Actually I should be happy bout it since is not all my fault so I don't need to bear all the responsibilities on my own.
Then I only realise that there's one love that wouldn't change even if I'm bury in the graveyard, that is love of family. That's why I've been, why should drop tears for those already not concern about me any more I should have be more happy for I've found those who sees my good and willing to share my pain when I'm hurt.
So this is the end of this page for today. See you soon,blogger. Love chocolates :)
