Saturday, March 17, 2012

Apologize

                Hubby, I;m so sorry for my selfishness of my part time job.... I know that it will be unfair you but please bear with it.By doing my part time, we must keep all about us in a hidden part where no public should be seen. I know it will be hard for you please forgive me...

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Happiness

     Happy nowadays due to many occasion.Firstly, my hubby is getting sweeter and meaner...He is sweet when I'm adoring while meaner is because he is starting to be protective by not letting knowing what is he thinking now.
     Second, I got my own car already although it is a second hand small car but at least it is better than nothing.I've been driving for the second week :) During the first week, I'm so nervous but excited to get to drive my own car :D the second day of the first week being mumble by my hubby due to my poor driving skill :( Aw~
On the third day of the first week of my driving, when he followed my car from behind, he said my driving skill improved ..... This week is the second week le, other than my weak parking skill, my hubby didn't criticize me anymore le ...Say cheese :D
    Another thing that I'm happy about is I finally get a part time job. Whatever my job is still a secret.For those who know,please keep your mouth SHUT !!! Thank you for your cooperation ...

                                                          THE END

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Weak...

 Is it a bad thing to be weak? or is it its forbidden to be weak? Can't I just be weak? Why when I weak ,you'll use all your power to hurt me?Why you can't just let me be weak?I know you suffer for such long time in eleven months but is this a reason for you to hurt me?Is it a must for you to hurt me?To have your revenge on me?Does that make you feel good? I'm tired...... when I want to be gentle and smooth then I shall be...I need time...Why can't I have time to change my personality? Can't I just request for more time?Time for me to do what I want?Is that so hard for you to accept?You request the thing I've lost so long ago yet you want it more to fulfill just only you and you want more then can have more?I really don't have that much power to do what you want.....I will fall too....;.