迷惘的爱情

女人心海底针？这句话属实吗？女人也只不过想找到一个依赖，一个归属感难道这些真的那么难捉摸吗？还是男人根本不想懂这个道理呢？

以前我能留时，你却说要走

以前我没钱时，你让我做工

以前我发脾气时，你让我静静一个人不理我

现在我要做工了，没时间了，你偏偏留到晚一晚

现在开始不用依赖你的钱了，你偏偏说吃饭用你的钱

现在发脾气的时候，你连哄都不哄我了

这样的你到底想要什么？

叫你老公时候是想更靠近你可你却可以在大庭广众面前说你忘了我是你老婆

星期五特地上课到一点也是为了与你相处多一点时间可偏偏你说因为我做别人的东西而生我的气还跟我说早知如此就不必将早来。。。可老公又知不知我天天将早到也盼着你到却等不到还要听你的冷言冷语

我用语言来靠近你，你说你忘了我是你老婆

我用行动来靠近你，你说不是这样

那我应该要怎样？你肯告诉我吗？

无论我做什么都好像进不到你的世界将

只能在外面走来走去。。。

能够告诉我要怎样做你才会认同我的存在？

要做些什么你的心里才会记得我是你的另一半？

你朋友给话我听时候，你在那里？

你朋友在欺负我的时候，你又在那里？

我受苦的时候，你在做么？

我心里有疑题的时候，你有帮我解决吗？

我想要得是你的怜惜，你的爱，你的关心

偏偏这些你会为了你的朋友而表现出来而我就只有挨骂的份

当你说你要确认你是爱我还是喜欢我，你已经在考验着我了

当你说我们的感情不能公开，你已经拒绝了我

当你不肯对我亲热，你已经封锁了我的心

当你说你已经忘了我是你的老婆，你已经把我推的远远了

现在的我已经不想带任何期望也不想期盼任何事了

就如此的平平淡淡的过日子，你想怎样就怎样吧

把我从地狱里拉出来的人是你，也是你吧我推进去没人救得了我的地狱。。。

面书不能上传东西

we chat又不能写东西

这里应该是我最后能诉苦的地方了。。。

对不起。。。

谢谢老天今天让我遇见他两次 :D  原以为今天见不到了，偏偏让我找到他家而且还见到他了。。。虽然他还是黑着脸的摸样但至少是我这三个星期以来第一次件他。。。看着他载他母亲一起就不打扰了。。。因为我还想见见他顺便把衣服给他。。。结果就没作到啦。。。我还跟他的车擦肩而过。。。看着这样的情况就知道我会弄到他不开心了。。。三个星期的思念原以为可以让我们更爱彼此，更珍惜彼此。。。原来这都是我一厢情愿罢了。。。对，他说的对。。。是我厚着脸皮，不要脸的去找他。。。我原本也没想过要去他新家的。。。只是走完了tesco ampang看不见他，以为我们的缘分已快到尽头了。。。那时的我还满绝望的就去了他的旧家，想看看。。。然后临走之前想到不如去碰碰运气，可能找到他新家呢？ 那时才查阅地址，原来室将近就去找了。。。没想过原来我得出现会给他添麻烦了。。。对不起。。。

最可笑的事是我把新同事误以为是他，还线了一大推不该的东西给他。。。真paiseh。。。不过这可笑的事应该也没机会跟他分享了吧。。。

在你眼里我到底是什么?

你知道吗。。。我一直都觉得自己很不了解你。。。你要当好人我不反对但当了又埋怨没人陪和理你那那时你就别做好人啦。。。你自己要当好人干吗把我拖下水呢?我一开始就对c有戒心了然后吵架过后我根本就不信任她的所有了。。。我有跟她讲话已经是我最大的让步了。。。偶尔我真的很好奇到底我是你女友还是她才是?我很模糊很乱了。。。你做么会将关心人家的东西反而对我的事不闻不问。。。你说你如此的关心人家是因为她的男友是你的朋友而且是好的那一个。。。竟然你会说c是你的朋友的女友那你干吗去管别人的女友的事呢?她车水匮坏了干你什么事?她的事不是应该她男友去理她管她，为什么会是你呢?如果我跟小嫂不妥你会管吗?难道你如此关心别人，别人会关心我吗?她的朋友或男友会关心我吗?关心我几时死?很现实的说我不介意你跟她的男友是好朋友不过请不要叫我加入或参与，可以吗?像那时在食堂时，她问我是否口是心非，我都不懂该怎么回答，要顶还是不要好。。。对不起如果有得罪的地方。。。
因为你问我，我已经很多事不要对你太刻薄了。。。老公放在面书的cover，每次我开老公的profile一定看到她们两个，我真的很不爽可我从来没要求你换过。。。那时你要我问c，我都问了，让我跟她坐在一起，我都依了你。。。我不后悔可我不懂为何你只会批评我，说我这个不好，那个很坏。。。难道在你眼里我全部都不好吗?因为你从没称赞我的好更没有因为我的好奖励我或陪我什么的。。。
可能我已习惯我身边的男生嫌弃会直说甚至会告诉我他们不参我是为什么。。。嫌弃才会抛弃的道理。。。到了你这边原来是那么不一样。。。我会努力习惯的^^
不过在你眼里我到底是什么?为何我看不出你在珍惜我呢?

Reunion

Thanks for today's meeting. I'm fine by myself even if I have to go on alone in my world. Actually, I'm off your concern already. If you really feel troublesome when people complaining about me then ignore them or ask them not to find you anymore regarding me. I don't know that people will find you when I caused trouble or will they my current boyfriend? Anyhow, thank you for helping me behind but if you really insist on being my friend, please straight forward with me. I can see that just now you're trying your best to hide something from me but no matter what is it, if it regarding about me,just spill it out. I really hate people who hide thing in front of me and trying hard to back stab me.

Chatting with you isn't hard for me as you've said, we're friends. Just that, no more no less. I know well of my attitude that made people feel hate on me but I treat people the way they treat me. If he/she treat me well, I'll have no doubt to treat them well and vice versa.

Seriously, I know Jennie and Mikey more than you do as I'm closer with them. What people belongs to what character, I'm well acknowledge too. In my world, I've seen clearly on what friends should I contact more and which one I shouldn't. 

Maybe you're a bit right about my current boyfriend that he's a bit immature. However, not only he chose me but I chose him too. Despite no matter how immature he is,I must still accept and tolerate. Anyway, I should thank him for making me independence. Now I work on myself, didn't depend on him too much as I did it on you. So far, most of the time also I drove but sometimes he drove using my car so is alright to me. While about your personal lifestyle, I can have no say already as I'm in no post to do it anymore. If you're happy with who are you now then just go on. I also did the same way. I'm happy for who I am now. I can go shopping, do revision and part time job as I will.

I never regret an what have I done so far from knowing you, falling in love, being in relationship and finally broke up and being as friend again as I already let go what it should be. so just hope that we both can live  happily on our own. 

 

By the way, regarding your case, that depends on how much you weight your friendship and working. If you feel your friend is more important then stay with them but be prepare as you'll have to pay money to settle your degree certificate. If you choose working then as you mentioned earlier, if they angry at you just let them scold you a few bad words and treat them sushi king then it'll be fine else you also cannot do anything already. 

我的心真的受伤了

我真的伤了，累了。。。对不起，可能在你眼里我不是什么好情人。。。可我也不懂在你心里我到底是什么。。。你说我爱乱发脾气，很难哄但至少你还能用甜言蜜语来让重新在笑。可你呢？我连哄也不懂要怎么哄。。。你说只要我说 ‘我脱光光’ 你就会笑，就会开心可是那时用这招，你也只是勉强的笑，敷衍我罢了都不是真心笑。。。我真的不懂要怎么哄你了。。。看着你生气的样子我又无法做任何事帮你解忧分担，那时的我真的觉得自己很没有就像个负担只会连累人。我知道你一直都吧我当负担看待因为在你眼里我什么都不是。

就是因为知道你把我当负担所以我一直找工作不用你的钱。这样你就不必将辛苦把我当负担了。今天不信息你并不是我不想而是我不懂你的心情好了没有也不敢打扰你因为我尝试过了我发了的信息期待着你回复而我得到的结果就是什么都没有。那时的我就慌了，一直帮你找接口还是到底是不是我一厢情愿？我真的不懂了

你跟我说要坦白面对对方可我不知应不应将做因为我知道我坦白的是你给不到的。我要的时间是你父母不肯放你的，我明白。我要你陪我，你就说你的兄弟吃醋不然就没时间链球了，退步了。这我也能退让。我要亲热恩爱，你就告诉我在学院不行，很多教师在看着。这我也不免强了。可你刚才对我说的 ‘我都退一步了。。。还以为今天可以看到宝贝。。。可以陪我。。。结果听到没来。。。很像跟你的乾哥出去。。。当我什么吗。。。整个人傻掉。。。我什么都不知道。。。然后宝贝问我还好吗。。。要怎样好吗。。。宝贝讲做什么要告诉我先的。。。结果也是什么都不知道。。。好了。。。宝贝不是不知道。。。我爸跟我做工在office宝贝还带来。。。爸在旁边。。。我只好快快关电话’，你要我怎么对你坦白呢？难道要我说我利用别人的车油跟时间去做我的事吗？

我知道我不完美。我又不美，又自私，又矮，脾气又坏。你要我改我懂。我也很努力的试着可最近除了学院的事要烦我又多了家事要烦了。偏偏这时候你又心情不好，我也有试过哄你不过你不但没心情好转而且到了学院你连一眼都没看我。。。我心真的很通，很难过所以就队你说了一句‘你心情好了才找我不然就别找我了’。这句我不是要发你脾气也没要怪你，只室你要烦的我也要烦而且你不是不懂我家里要烦的是什么。除了这句我也不懂该说什么了看着脸黑黑的你。

对不起，是我的出现害了你。如果我不出现，你就不必隐瞒你父母，负担也不会将大，又不会跟你的兄弟感情减少连打球也退步了。真的对不起了

原来我还是将差劲

老公，我不懂你什么时候会看到这个部咯各或许你永远都不会看到。老公吖，其实我很容易吃醋也很自私。每次看到你跟别人在一起而不理我，我会很难受只是没说出来因为我知道老公在忙应该忙的事可是老公打乒乓时我就完全没关心你的机会了。老公也知道自己粗心大意也没怎样会一直留意我，就算那时我跟老公打球，拾球时不小心把拍打去自己的头时，老公完全不知情 。我很痛也不敢说出口因为答应了老公我不会哭也不会乱发脾气。老公说很介意我标记照片可我只是对言我对老公的承诺而已，不隐瞒你任何事罢了。我没留意到老公星期五出状况是我不好但老公也不笑了好几天吖。我不是没东西烦的人知识不想在老公面前多说因为我知道老公听不进耳 也不会有兴趣。我烦心不告诉老公难道是错吗？老公没做工，没收入，我完全没怪过老公反而我很努力的找工就是不想让老公太大压力也不想成为老公的负担，难道老公看不出吗？然而我做工还要顾及功课跟assignment还要面对那些老师，唯独跟老公在一起我才觉得好过些却偏偏不能黏着你。我会介意吃醋你对你兄弟的好是因为你觉得没陪到他们是错的但你不觉得没陪到我是不对。老公说刚刚说是我的错，说那些话可老公有想过为什么我会将说吗？这几天我们都忙考试跟assignment的事了，没想到我叔这时候不舒服而又碰到老公跟爸吵架。我已经忙东忙西了，老公还闷闷不乐。这个早上你完全没理会过我，只是点头一下就没说什么了而且还是不笑。我心情已经很难受了难道还要面对这样的你吗？还要我想办法去哄你吗？我真的很累。我已经很努力在改了，我没的打乒乓，没的黏着你，没的跟你聊天还要面对这些，我还能笑的出吗？你可以信息举熊可你没信息我，当我知道我也没出声。其实我很想说我很介意。我自问我负起的烦绝对不比老公少，只是我也想发泄，想要人陪。姑姑说了如果叔真的进医院或疗养院我跟豆豆能付多少，钱的问题有振加了。不说不代表没事，只是明白就算老公懂了也帮不了什么忙，不如干脆不让你知道，你也不必为此烦心。我担心老公的情绪担心到连午饭都没吃。以前任性的我还会做这些吗？如果老公还觉得这样的我不够好那我改，改到你满以为制，可以了吗？

Pain

            Well~ It's time to update you again le. Dear blog, last Sunday I went Genting for trip. I'm so cool and chill but there's no one I can spoke to bout what am I feeling including the pain that I felt since the day you went away. When we reached there is almost noon where we need to register and check in. It is time to unpacked stuff and head for lunch. We played in indoor for awhile before we go dinner. It is a busy day.The next morning we continue to outdoor theme park till eleven morning then we took breakfast. Next we went to strawberry park, harvest some strawberry, have a short walk and then is time to head home. Is nearby four evening when we reached home. It is so tiring and painful these days.

           Actually I shouldn't write in this blog anymore cause I know you will encounter to it. However, this is the only place where I can ease my pain. Even if is a little bit only I also will do it. Hope you already settle your stuff clearly for I won't be by your side anymore. Please take care and be happy for you had left me. I know you mean well wanted us to be separated but as long as you smile, no matter who you are with, that will make me feel better for you gained something at else after you did something poor to others.

             Time passes so soon and is going to mid term. I'm so fear that I cause so many pain to myself and people around. I'm sorry but please don't expect to smile or laugh when I'm in pain. I'm not a clown who doesn't have unhappy stuffs around me. Why all adults are the same, like to dumped and abandoned people when they needed them most. Is so painful and misery.

Fear.

                 I sensed something different lately. I sensed that you're unease and madness. Are you alright? Is it because of me? If yes,I'm sorry but the character that I showed to everyone is just the same that I've shown you when we were fifteen. The talkative and being easy to get mad ,that is the real me, the me that you known.

            This morning I saw her, your dream girl, the second girl that makes you fall in love with her after your first love. I can see that she's ok with everything happening around her including you worked next to her. I also knew that you want go near to her that's why you'll want to stand beside her, by her side. If you really love then tell her about how you feel since you're single already. So what if she already has a boy friend, it doesn't mean that you can't love her for she told you that she regretted for not accepting you. Tell her that you just provide her another option maybe a better choice for her. Please,seek back your true love, the pure love feeling that you once had. And once you have, don't lose it again.

                Today, in college, my ass seek trouble with me again but she failed. As always, I sure humiliate her for troubling me. When I sat with new student, she said I couple with him. Then when I sat in between Brandon and Alex, she said I couple with Brandon. What a funny joke it is? But the funniest of all is when she forced new student to change place, he disagree. Then when I shifted place, I can't believe that she didn't notice at all and when she noticed, she was shocked but I'm happy seeing her showing different expression because of my attitude, it pleases me.

                    What I fear most isn't death, but the one whom I love most left me,abandoned me,left me alone again. I'm so afraid of losing you then when it comes to the time that I've lose you, now what should I fear anymore? Even being death means no nothing, no pain anymore.

Wonder

               I wonder what are you thinking now? What are you doing now? Did you really hate that much till didn't want to enter college?

         I being me again,back to the old me where teasing people unlimited. I'm being nonsense again but life still need to go on. Maybe my silly wish of time frozen still there but reality usually don't let me daydream or having unnecessary silly wish. Actually I know you still have feelings for her but I didn't admit it only. I've been knowing it all along,just didn't admit it. Maybe I should have thank her because of her presence, you'll love me,adore me and promising me eternity. Anyway,I'm grateful to both of you for coming to my life,giving me experience in my life showing and leading me. Although I don't know what are you thinking or will you still having feelings for me or not but I hope you'll live a better life. Please don't turn yourself upside down.

        If you ever want to say sorry to me,please live your life happily and please don't make other girl cry any more. I know your past but I don't hope that there will be other girl that you'll hurt again. Please make me the last one, hope you'll be happy. :)

Love

               Huh~ Is almost been a month since my last post. I've been working hard on my healing phase and I think it started to work out. I'm feeling so much better than the few weeks of heart broken although I never regretted for what had happened but I guess at least I'm curious of what's lack in me that someone wouldn't love me?

               Love is what is most precious thing to us,human being. Without it,this world will be even cruel than it is now. I starting to understand what love actually is, thanks brother. Other than the love I've always hoped for, there's still other love hidden that I didn't notice at all.

              Besides the intimate love that I've been hoping for, you've shown me something that much more valuable than it, that is our weird but happy relationship. We are not couple but our intimacy are very much alike to couple. Is good that you help me grow in my healing phase. Now I can tell you that I'm off it already so no worries, be happy.

             Recently, I only realise on how stubborn am I on certain question that I did get myself into crying and sad mood. Actually I should be happy bout it since is not all my fault so I don't need to bear all the responsibilities on my own.

             Then I only realise that there's one love that wouldn't change even if I'm bury in the graveyard, that is love of family. That's why I've been, why should drop tears for those already not concern about me any more  I should have be more happy for I've found those who sees my good and willing to share my pain when I'm hurt.

            So this is the end of this page for today. See you soon,blogger. Love chocolates :)

Waiting...

         Patience.....patience........and PATIENCES....... please let me and him be patient before our meeting day arrive. You said you'll be giving me a surprise. I hope this surprise will make smile like old times in front of you once again. And I hope this surprise you mentioned din't lost. Anyway, I too have a surprise for you on that day but I guess my surprise won't make you happy but still I want to give you the surprise.

         Still have 21 days to go before arriving to that day but my heart already pounded rapidly every second of waiting to that day. I can't wait to see you again. Please be patience and don't fade your love for me till my  surprise comes in front of you. Please ....... I won't let you down again, I promise.

        Sorry that things got changed. However, I'll always respect your decision no matter how I disagree them. I truly hope to see your smile again although from a long distance. Sorry for breaking promise that I won't cry . It isn't that I wanna cry in front of you and your friend but just breaking up is not what I expected and wanted. Remembered once you told me to have hope and have faith in myself, I doubt that when you told me so but when I truly wanted to so, you broke up all my hope and faith. I don't blame you for what had happened because I bear a larger responsibility that brought us to this situation.

         I still remembered that you and I can last this relationship so long is due to one thing, that is speaking the truth to each other but since when this policy changed? I wonder if you ever tell all the truth to me, will our ending changed? but now that is not important any more cause our ending is fixed.

        I owe you a thank you I suppose for adoring me past one and the half year. Thank you for all you have done, I'm gratitude already. You've done well in your part.Thanks~

Past & Present

              Past~ I was enjoying my lifestyle that I can sense the sweetness people around me. It feels good and gave me hope that this world would have better changes. I can feel wolf and my beloved parents. Holding his hands, hugging him, kissing him and lied on his body makes me feel better when I'm intended to give up. Feeling these actually need to pay a very a high price for it and I'm wondering how much does he sacrificed for me already? Although I may not the truth answer even till the last day of my life but I'm sure that it won't be smaller than the sacrifices than other people or maybe it is nearly equal to my parents, I presume. Wolf may be a good secret keeper but that mean he can hide it forever especially not in front of me. Wolf may have poor past in his life but I can assure you that you're better than mine in comparison and if  you ever felt I'm better than you then I shall be your future to make you feel that my past is better.

Once imagined it to be good;past had too many disappointments.This taste of loneliness,Heaven and I know. Events too joyful need to change multiple times;realized the meaning of cherishing.Too many disappointments;try once again.The reluctance to part,should not degrade.
I've already missed events that I care the most about,unlimited times. Please let me say my heartfelt words, seriously to you. 


             Present~ Being alone again in my lifestyle. Although I din't regret of giving each other a cold war period but I'm still missing the good old days. Anyway, cold war must be done someday by someone too cause I know that I really pushes too hard till he is in trouble yet I din't let him relieve but increases his trouble for my own incapability. And yet his family especially closest to him sense that if he still don't break up with me,he'll be in great trouble that's why they kept asking breaking in this relationship so, if one of us need to make a decision let it be me for I know he wouldn't hurt me no matter what will be happening. Hope this won't change your love for me although I can't sense you any more,heart broken. Its been three days that we have lost connection even I've try hard enough to stay connect in but seems I've been failing to do so. I've text but I just had a simple reply that makes me feel cooler when I'm with wolf, I can't barely sense the heat that wolf should have given to everyone around him. 

Weak

                      This lately getting weaker and weaker. Aunt cooked his dinner and ask me to invite wolf for it but I even call my wolf,I also don't have the courage...wai wai was so disappointed worst is bringing dog hiking already very tiring yet now I'm ill, what am I suppose to do? Still don't have the courage to tell him or actually I don't know whether I should tell him or not? Or I can't sense him any more already? Did he lost the last 50 percent of his love to me already? That's why I can't feel or sense him around me any more?


      God,if you really exist, please let show me a way to 'litch' where I can see hope again.....


      Ever since cold war with wolf, I'm so hurt till my heart is weakened. Yet I don't know when only it heals or it will never heals? Hurts physically, mentally and my heart...Wolf told me to take care this morning but I'm wondering how am I suppose to take care of myself when I'm already flu,cough,sore throat and fever...and what will wolf do if he knew this? Probably nothing in this cold war period ba....

Problems or troubles?

                Is it that really that much problems and troubles between us? Since when we lack of trust or faith in each other? I don't know yours but mine is started when we're in Mid Valley. I remembered that you lie when we're looking to wedding promotion,the ring on your finger... Like I told you, it isn't that I not noticed that it wasn't my name craved on that ring or I can't sense that your heart contained else but not me, it is just I just don't wanna spill it out till you rather want to tell or till you ready to tell me.... If you'll have tell me sooner maybe that I can know that you have faith in me but you just can't put up your mind,huh? Just like now? Struggling between your family and I?


              If what I expressed cause you misery I would rather keep it inside me so that it will not affect our relationship which is already poor enough. I think you too did the same thing right? to prevent from hurting me. However, when you kept something from me, I will know that you're hiding something cause your emotions betrayed you or they just din't wanna hide when you're with me. The only thing I kept from you is a secret and you'll soon find out when we're married... But I can guarantee you that when you know my little secret, you'll surely laugh till no need to sleep the whole night for I'm being silly all the time for the things I shouldn't.

Upside down

         Its been awhile since I update my post or reading other's post. Its been complicated this lately that every part of my life seems like going upside down.Is it my problem that cause everything to change around me?Probably,yes.I'm imperfect till everyone around me suffers that they rather dump me throw away this miserable feelings.Sorry for causing so much trouble in your life.My heart still aches even if we didn't broke up because I know that it will changes our feelings towards our relationship and it will not go back like how we just started.I'm selfish am I not? to hold what it doesn't belong to me,to grab what I shouldn't.... Will you still hate me? or you would rather let me go just to think that my future is better off without you? 


          What's happening to me? Is it my fault for making my relationship so poor? Am I that creepy? Should we meet more so we could understand each other better or let it be?I need guidance from you,wolf

Apologize

                Hubby, I;m so sorry for my selfishness of my part time job.... I know that it will be unfair you but please bear with it.By doing my part time, we must keep all about us in a hidden part where no public should be seen. I know it will be hard for you please forgive me...

Happiness

     Happy nowadays due to many occasion.Firstly, my hubby is getting sweeter and meaner...He is sweet when I'm adoring while meaner is because he is starting to be protective by not letting knowing what is he thinking now.
     Second, I got my own car already although it is a second hand small car but at least it is better than nothing.I've been driving for the second week :) During the first week, I'm so nervous but excited to get to drive my own car :D the second day of the first week being mumble by my hubby due to my poor driving skill :( Aw~
On the third day of the first week of my driving, when he followed my car from behind, he said my driving skill improved ..... This week is the second week le, other than my weak parking skill, my hubby didn't criticize me anymore le ...Say cheese :D
    Another thing that I'm happy about is I finally get a part time job. Whatever my job is still a secret.For those who know,please keep your mouth SHUT !!! Thank you for your cooperation ...

                                                          THE END

Weak...

 Is it a bad thing to be weak? or is it its forbidden to be weak? Can't I just be weak? Why when I weak ,you'll use all your power to hurt me?Why you can't just let me be weak?I know you suffer for such long time in eleven months but is this a reason for you to hurt me?Is it a must for you to hurt me?To have your revenge on me?Does that make you feel good? I'm tired...... when I want to be gentle and smooth then I shall be...I need time...Why can't I have time to change my personality? Can't I just request for more time?Time for me to do what I want?Is that so hard for you to accept?You request the thing I've lost so long ago yet you want it more to fulfill just only you and you want more then can have more?I really don't have that much power to do what you want.....I will fall too....;.

Trouble

Lately many unhappy things happen. Don't know whether it is fate or destiny but my journey had begun its second stage. If you can't follow or feel suffer to follow then give up now. Don't until one day when i needed you most, you vanished. I will have no more time to be sad. If you give up now, I still can withstand but not when times goes by. I want peace.

Corals corals here I come. Selecting good and nice corals isn't as easy as I thought but I had fun with it. Wai Wai, you little devil stop making me angry la or else I'm gonna whack you up with a cane.

Yee Ling, your birthday celebration is coming soon :) Enjoy your one years old birthday ya....love from me :*

On holiday at Penang

Hi everyone, Miko is in Penang now enjoying her two days trip.

1 September 2011

Dear all, I need to wake up early in the morning to go back to Penang. I woke at 5 in the morning and departed at 6.30 a.m.. The journey took around 5 hours... OMG!!! What am I suppose to do in that particular 5 hours???  I can't sleep in there due to the stupid seat belt in the car....What's worst? I saw a car accident when I was on my way to Penang. Crazy Indian people.....drunk already then don't drive.....The effect was a Chinese was thrown out by the car when the accident occurs....I really don't know the two people still alive or not......Reach Penang around 10 in the morning then everyone go to have their breakfast until 11 something....

Next, my cousin wedding ceremony continues after he brought back his bride....Pretty pretty :) The ceremony ends around 3pm and 4.30 I need to fetch my relative to Gurney Hotel for the wedding dinner.Schedule is so packed yesterday......Reach back to where I'm staying Vistana Hotel is 1am......tiring,sleepy then hurry hurry go to bed. What a tiring day.......

2 September2011

Woke up around 5am then i couldn't get back to sleep already....but I am still tired.......Owh!!!!! Then what can I do? Went outside to watch television......too boring cause din't have the program I want to watch.....later my dad suggest why don't you online? Yup, this is what am I doing now...Online for blog...Say CHEESE !!