Saturday, July 21, 2012

Waiting...

         Patience.....patience........and PATIENCES....... please let me and him be patient before our meeting day arrive. You said you'll be giving me a surprise. I hope this surprise will make smile like old times in front of you once again. And I hope this surprise you mentioned din't lost. Anyway, I too have a surprise for you on that day but I guess my surprise won't make you happy but still I want to give you the surprise.

         Still have 21 days to go before arriving to that day but my heart already pounded rapidly every second of waiting to that day. I can't wait to see you again. Please be patience and don't fade your love for me till my  surprise comes in front of you. Please ....... I won't let you down again, I promise.

        Sorry that things got changed. However, I'll always respect your decision no matter how I disagree them. I truly hope to see your smile again although from a long distance. Sorry for breaking promise that I won't cry . It isn't that I wanna cry in front of you and your friend but just breaking up is not what I expected and wanted. Remembered once you told me to have hope and have faith in myself, I doubt that when you told me so but when I truly wanted to so, you broke up all my hope and faith. I don't blame you for what had happened because I bear a larger responsibility that brought us to this situation.

         I still remembered that you and I can last this relationship so long is due to one thing, that is speaking the truth to each other but since when this policy changed? I wonder if you ever tell all the truth to me, will our ending changed? but now that is not important any more cause our ending is fixed.

        I owe you a thank you I suppose for adoring me past one and the half year. Thank you for all you have done, I'm gratitude already. You've done well in your part.Thanks~