Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Pain

            Well~ It's time to update you again le. Dear blog, last Sunday I went Genting for trip. I'm so cool and chill but there's no one I can spoke to bout what am I feeling including the pain that I felt since the day you went away. When we reached there is almost noon where we need to register and check in. It is time to unpacked stuff and head for lunch. We played in indoor for awhile before we go dinner. It is a busy day.The next morning we continue to outdoor theme park till eleven morning then we took breakfast. Next we went to strawberry park, harvest some strawberry, have a short walk and then is time to head home. Is nearby four evening when we reached home. It is so tiring and painful these days.

           Actually I shouldn't write in this blog anymore cause I know you will encounter to it. However, this is the only place where I can ease my pain. Even if is a little bit only I also will do it. Hope you already settle your stuff clearly for I won't be by your side anymore. Please take care and be happy for you had left me. I know you mean well wanted us to be separated but as long as you smile, no matter who you are with, that will make me feel better for you gained something at else after you did something poor to others.

             Time passes so soon and is going to mid term. I'm so fear that I cause so many pain to myself and people around. I'm sorry but please don't expect to smile or laugh when I'm in pain. I'm not a clown who doesn't have unhappy stuffs around me. Why all adults are the same, like to dumped and abandoned people when they needed them most. Is so painful and misery.