NOV 2010

well,is quite a nice month for i can find someone who hv similarities so much wif me..........i am happy tat i can meet u whr u will always comfort n please me wif every way u can.........tis is wat i can say to u my gratitude.......
as for de misfortune part,mr.k i nvr regret to hv u as my fren in my life 4eva but de way u show your affection do really piss me off.i hope a better u from deep down of my heart who will try to understand me,kind n gentle to me but tis all wat i hope which is extremely different from de reality.i am sorry tat i let every part of goodness of me in your heart loss to de atmosphere.u can hate me if u feel tis is a better way of u to relieve your pain.after n.s. if u had changed your personality n still hv de same feel to me,i promise u tat our promise is still valid for eternity.when i'm typing tis,i din't to pity u but it is de true way i feel bout it,pls dun misunderstand.SO PLS STAY STRONG!!!!

JAN 2010

WELL WELL WELL.......is de new year of de new hope,i'm glad my love n hate is losing from my heart.is been a pain for me for since few months tat i cried for a every night in a single month but de most odd thing is my fren said i look beautiful in tat way......HAHA!!!!!in de same time,i need to prepare for my spm examination.....oh,i am so nervous..........i am so afraid as my result is oli average compare to those genius.i am struggling for i haven left my love on him truly.....i hope i can stay safe for tis year......

AUG 2009

Today my sky feel like thundestorm whr i myself can't accept de truth of being left by someone i really care n love.i don't wanna accept tis cruel fact tat i'm going to loss him.i feel horrible n sad for losing him.For making me to give up,he could dare ask his fren to lie to me like i'm tat idiot who will believe his lie bout someone tat i loved so much will fail all his subjects?????stupid isn't it?????mr.l,do u think i dono who i'm coupling wif or do u think i can't understand himfor three months???i'm better in understanding ppl in such close relationship den he thought i'm not.as for my love,u helped him to kept it a secret in to me,it is obvious,isn't it????Anyway,i dun blame u for using such a cruel way when i gt my rational back for i can i understand wat type of stubborn girl i am.i'm sorry if i hv coz u any problem for tat but pls forgive me for hating your coz i can't accept him to lie for helping u to dump me.........but i hope someday,i can forget n forgive wat he had done to me........to tell de truth,i'm really very hurt when someone like him lie to me like tis

MAY 2009

OMG!!!!!!!de first time gt some one 'gao bai' to me,i am so happy n exicited.........it was my first love.I nvr imagine tat something like tat would happen in my life.Even my house tigress oso said which idiot will enter to hell like me.......ISN'T TAT FUNNY???..........but i really do enjoy my first love,it is sweet n great.i had my first love n i loss my first to tis person.i grateful to tis person as he took away almost all my pain in me .i thank him for giving me his time to me.at least,i won dota alr........i really do enjoy de feeling n de time we spent together