Weak...

 Is it a bad thing to be weak? or is it its forbidden to be weak? Can't I just be weak? Why when I weak ,you'll use all your power to hurt me?Why you can't just let me be weak?I know you suffer for such long time in eleven months but is this a reason for you to hurt me?Is it a must for you to hurt me?To have your revenge on me?Does that make you feel good? I'm tired...... when I want to be gentle and smooth then I shall be...I need time...Why can't I have time to change my personality? Can't I just request for more time?Time for me to do what I want?Is that so hard for you to accept?You request the thing I've lost so long ago yet you want it more to fulfill just only you and you want more then can have more?I really don't have that much power to do what you want.....I will fall too....;.

Trouble

Lately many unhappy things happen. Don't know whether it is fate or destiny but my journey had begun its second stage. If you can't follow or feel suffer to follow then give up now. Don't until one day when i needed you most, you vanished. I will have no more time to be sad. If you give up now, I still can withstand but not when times goes by. I want peace.

Corals corals here I come. Selecting good and nice corals isn't as easy as I thought but I had fun with it. Wai Wai, you little devil stop making me angry la or else I'm gonna whack you up with a cane.

Yee Ling, your birthday celebration is coming soon :) Enjoy your one years old birthday ya....love from me :*

On holiday at Penang

Hi everyone, Miko is in Penang now enjoying her two days trip.

1 September 2011

Dear all, I need to wake up early in the morning to go back to Penang. I woke at 5 in the morning and departed at 6.30 a.m.. The journey took around 5 hours... OMG!!! What am I suppose to do in that particular 5 hours???  I can't sleep in there due to the stupid seat belt in the car....What's worst? I saw a car accident when I was on my way to Penang. Crazy Indian people.....drunk already then don't drive.....The effect was a Chinese was thrown out by the car when the accident occurs....I really don't know the two people still alive or not......Reach Penang around 10 in the morning then everyone go to have their breakfast until 11 something....

Next, my cousin wedding ceremony continues after he brought back his bride....Pretty pretty :) The ceremony ends around 3pm and 4.30 I need to fetch my relative to Gurney Hotel for the wedding dinner.Schedule is so packed yesterday......Reach back to where I'm staying Vistana Hotel is 1am......tiring,sleepy then hurry hurry go to bed. What a tiring day.......

2 September2011

Woke up around 5am then i couldn't get back to sleep already....but I am still tired.......Owh!!!!! Then what can I do? Went outside to watch television......too boring cause din't have the program I want to watch.....later my dad suggest why don't you online? Yup, this is what am I doing now...Online for blog...Say CHEESE !!

My 18 Birthday

HAHAHA!!!

At last, my birthday came but it was a rainy day. It was a busy day cause my dad wanna make sate for everyone to eat... My boyfriend bought a chicken and some powder essence for those sate while I'm busy buying sate's stick, paper plates, cup, serviette, and my birthday cake. When reached home, I hurried shower and prepare for the night party.....

Mjay, Takato and Mas, thanks for helping me to start the fire... It must be hard when a small brat at there, right? Guess what? That small brat is my little cousin brother... Really pity you guys start the fire also need a few hours.... HAHA!!

This is me, eating dinner prepared by my boyfriend....hot dog, roasted chicken wing, fish ball and not to forget sate prepared by my dad..... DELICIOUS & YUMMY :)

 Wai Teng and Fai are couples...They came to celebrate my birthday together having fun party that night. See how delicious they eat the food? Must be really very delicious..... My dining table is full with food :)

Kar Man, you look cute in this picture o.... especially when you play so hard to comfort that little brat of mine.... really suffer you lor... Wai Wai got a beauty like you to entertain him was his luck :)










LOL!!! What you guys did to those food? Why all like AFRICA FOOD? All in black, worse than sun burn..... Here black,there black..... no good no good

Wai ar, stop playing with my balloon lah..... Do you know that those balloon very hard to find de ar..... You still like this, then my balloon game event how o? Like this I no need to play lor.... So bad...














Wai Teng, din't let you only also no need give me this kind of expression de...... Ask you take care of my little brat on behalf of your god sister only.... Unbelievable face.....








Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!! At last, game season came.... Let the party begins.... Starting with water balloon session, lets throw them...... :)

In the end, everyone's feet and pants are totally wet :)
Happy Ending ....

Next session, flour flour game..... Everyone, throw the flour.... Aim and Throw as you like.... Careful! Don't get white :) haha !!!

In the end, Kar Man and Wai Teng change in my room before and after the game :)

You guys stopped aiming at me already la or I will have my revenge by using water hose.... You guys not only got me wet some more so white...... Birthday girl not meant to be pretty meh? All coming after me...

I'm having my revenge water hose, make them all wet :)  Wakakaka




Quick, there are two people running away to the first floor.... Don't let them go..... Wai, is your show time :)

Man, unexpected that you carry him and spray the water to the first floor.... Thanks to you two and your boyfriend, Wai Teng and Fai also involved in this crazy party :)

Kuen and Wah are sisters who lived nearby me.... Super close to my aunt :) On my birthday they came but unfortunately their came with empty handed and worst was Wah don't even know that the party was set for my birthday....

You both sister really upset me...... Stay so nearby some more attend people party also don't know that was my party....

Finally, here comes my birthday cake.... Black Forest Cake.....cool but my dad din't get a bite of it....Too bad

Yummy, I don't wait for you guys lor... Eat first cause I very hungry after game session..... So good :)














Do I look like hell girl? Is delicious having to eat cherry like this :) so fun... Man, thanks for the nice picture o :)

My Birthday Eve.

11 August

OMG!!! I haven't buy barbecue stuffs yet.... and the party is tomorrow.....oh,no.....HURRY HURRY HURRY go buy lor... Then, it is decided to buy after Kar Man work. Her mum took me to her house and had dinner while waiting for Kar Man's boyfriend to to finish his work and pick us up....Well, well, well...Kar Man and I have a lot in common especially when it comes to comment on our boyfriend.... Even dinner also busy...Haiz, why can't you guys just spare us some time to do our things? Dinner and watching television is what we enjoyed most everyday. Why can't just let us finished our movie without disturbance? Most unbelievable was my boyfriend, he came to Kar Man's house and whacked people's door... What the ....? How could he do so? Both me and Kar Man were shocked till speechless.... Next, I asked him to return home first and I will message him once I'm back.....Then, he was back and I've been thinking "Did you just release your anger me?" Seriously, I don't know the answer. Anyway, happy thing was Kar Man got to drive but her driving skill really shocked me and she was not suitable to drive when her boyfriend is beside her.... My life was in danger in her hand..... SHOCKED!!!! Reached to Econsave to buy barbecue's things and shopped at there for a while..... Next stop, Jusco.... We bought potatoes, flour, soft drinks, marshmallows, and busy searching for my gifts.... HAHA!!! Kar Man, you guys slowly think what I still need as my birthday present .....

BUSY AGAIN

                                     HELP!!!!HELP!!!!!HELP!!!!! I'm so tired and busy..... First of all, my laptop got problem that I can't play laptop for more than half month........sobs!!!!! Last Sunday, I went to Berjaya Times Square for shopping and to shut her mum's mouth...... Who knows ??? that my bf came to Times  Square and pick me up after his work... LOL!!!! Unbelievable.... On Monday, my bf and I went to Mines to search for my shoes.... but unfortunately we din't found the right one.....


                         Last night, laptop is home finally.....thank godness!!!! Now preparing for my birthday party bash, busy inviting friends... Hope everything goes well :)

13 JUNE 2011

Its the first day of the week......Ate nasi lemak with homemade chicken made by my dad as breakfast   yummy!!!DELICIOUS!!!!Then,I went college earlier than usual with my hubby because we got replacement class for IT application subject.

         Good news was the second IT application class we can leave early.This is because we had entered the first IT application class.Next, we went to Pudu to do our hair cut.....cool RM18 only then I loss three inches of hair.......

My hubby new and old hair style :)

My wa wa hair style which my parents and hubby dislike most



Taken around one month ago at Alam Damai park....Does my hubby look childish and stupid???
HAHA !!!!!



Test is coming ahead

        Well,this week week is kind of fun.My hubby got his license already and the entertainment was just started.Monday was a public holiday where everyone no need to go college........Tuesday,I was so so so nervous because I am going to sit for my car driving test.......I hoped so much that I can pass.....Thank God!!!.....I pass my everything with my luck and of course MONEY......Wednesday,I started my class and that time I only realize I am so easy to be notice by others....but I usually don't prefer so many people know my stuffs especially those whom I dislike.......Thursday,studies continue non stop and who knows lecture hall had performance for Indian Club.......and the English Proficiency's class had changed venue.......so packed in the class where all students were mixed up.....

      Weekend,the entertainment started when it came to Friday.....My hubby first time drove me with him and we went to roller....Aw,that was so so so sweet....

SWEET MOMENTS...

After roller,we went Times Square to shop.....And not to forget to get my mum her

mother's day present......Then,we went to Leisure Mall to have lunch....God knows!!!There was so full after Japan's Tsunami incident.....Next,rest at my house....End of Friday's trip....Saturday was nothing interested just normal doing house chores.....And being ffk by ....What an unexpected thing or should say these lately also like this or else it will be refusing damn direct......

Sunday,11am,went to KLCC with my uncle,aunt and my cousin brother....

It was quite fun but my legs hurt when I needed to walk with high heels for I don't use to it.....And big thing came when she told me that I can't get my revision book....I was so furious.....Now,she will had no other option but to take it for me.......Should I be happy or not????Blur...Sad....I wish to shut down all my feelings just like a vampire.....

College Life...

It's been a week since I started my college life...Seriously,to me,the life is quite freedom where we usually can leave the class earlier around fifteen minutes.The first day when I went for registration with my mum,my hubby was there too accompany me at there until I'm done with everything.Second day,class started and get to meet new and old friends......First of all,Daniel,thought he would be a nice guy and good colleague but it turns out to be the opposite way...I wonder why the college would accept his application??Is it because he is rich???To me he is nothing more than a joker but when he insulted my hubby,I would never forgive and talk to him again.....Why would he want to insult my hubby??Just because he don't have a sweet and good relationship with girls doesn't mean he will be the same in future....But if he dares to repeat it again,I will not let him go off with it that easily....Well,next is Brandon.He is so cute that he remind me of Mun Kit,one of my old school mate....Haha.....:)but his relationship with my hubby is kind of close too....I'm afraid I need to study 5 courses per week and mid term examination is on may.....Oh~~I am so worry.....Hope I get to pass then is done for the moment......

COMPLICATED!!!!

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is


Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become


Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no


You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become


Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no


Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see


Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Life is just like this song,always complicated no matter in what situation......Family,friends or couples....
Parents,whom always care for their children,give them daily needed and education,trying their best to give what they can to their beloved children.....


However,every child knows what their parents thinking and hopes but it doesn't mean they can accept their plans and arrangement.It doesn't mean children want betray or disobey or din't respect their parents but sometimes the path they are choosing may not be a bad option anyway.Just because the way children choose is different from parent's thought it doen't mean they won't have a bright future....

Can parents be a little more respect and give encouragement to their children?Why want them suffer in pain because they follow their instinct instead follow their parent's arrangement?Aren't parents elder than us,why can't tolerate us,the young ones?Shouldn't they help us to go through our life?

LOVE N FUTURE!!!

What will happen to us in future???Studying in a different college???Will our heart still be bonded??Why parents forcing us to do something that we don't agree with???Understanding them is easy but to do as their wish is harder than I thought!!!

I can understand that they want prepare everything the best for us as they couldn't get from their past life....But does that mean we must follow every word as their wish??Being a manipulating puppet no matter in family,friends or reality....Being instructed for every single matter.Even boyfriend or girlfriend must get their permission???That is sucks......After permission still need to be mumble for all negative possibilities???SUCKS!!!SUCKS!!!SUCKS!!!!All for our own good???Or for their own only???

Life is too much complicated but one thing is for sure,the further the distance between two people,the weaker their relationship will be for families,friends and lovers.

Can everything go so smoothly???with those horrible words and circumstances that we're about to face..... 

What will our future be???Just hope everything can end in a way which I hope for....

Entertaiment....

6 APR 2011
  
           Well,on this day I had fun.I woke up quite early today.....but actually is was late and I had to rush everything......What was worst???I lost my keys....OMG!!!How am I suppose to leave my house???Lucky mum have keys and I borrow hers.Guess what???My fiancee's dad had to fetch us....

Then,I finally get to meet Xie Ren Yi or more known as hamster....Kind of cute when I tried to combine him and hamster......Funny imagination......After I registered at Utar then me and my fiancee went back to his dad's stall to have breakfast.....SUPER FULL!!!!


Next,we went to Times Square's Digi Centre to solve my phone problem.After that,we went to Low Yat Plaza to repair my other phone and God knows it is so expensive RM80 for the ribbon of the phone only....


The best part,went to Sungei Wang for roller.I enjoyed most for the day but I liked most was hugging my fiancee from his back....feel so close and intimate...aw.....feel accelerating when he pushed me from behind lightly by increasing his speed....I'm flying.....thomasytk@hotmail.com

Valentine 2011

            I'm very happy cause this was my first year in celebrating valentine's day although I needed to bring along my dad......I enjoyed shopping with my other half to Low Yat Plaza,Sungei Wang Plaza and of course Times Square too.We shopped Low Yat Plaza to seach about hard disc.However,in the end we bought an eight gb thumb drive.Next station was Sungei Wang,I planned to go there for taking pictures with mas but the result was the shop was closed down.....How dissapointed.....Then,we went to Times Square.....My goodness,I was having great fun at there.....shopping......shopping.....shopping......I love it......Not only that but I also get to take picture with mas....Happy Forever.....sweet sweet......

Chinese New Year 2011

       
Chinese New Year Eve
      Lucky I was able to celebrate new year at home......I enjoyed it very much.My first time on trying to set up 'tap heong' and hanging it.Well,it was kind of nice to try it.Bad part was I gt an unlucky stick which state bad things of the year....Hope I'll be lucky for this coming year.....Then,I slept at 12am.

Day One
             Morning was bored at home as there was no one to celebrate this event with.....Next,lunch only event started....My family went to Port Klang to have lunch.Around four only started lunch.....Whew!!!After lunch the sky was dark and then went home.....
             Night,as usual......gambling time at my aunt house.At there,everyone will gamble and have alcoholic stuffs...My goodness,I'm over excited this time where I became the host of gamble and drank some hennessy at the last of the moment which was ended on 12am.

Day Two
           Early in the morning went to eat 'dim sum' as breakfast.......Unbelievable,there were so many people until everything was self service.If didn't self service then don't eat....This year Chinese New Year was the worst.....

........New Year Eve.......

    Today is great day where as usual my wolf will greet and sweet sweet with me..........LOVE!!!!I'm cleaning my house by starting with laundry first......After that,I wash all curtains.......Then vacuum......Unbelievable that was so tiring......Well,at last I got a valentine gift for my wolf already......LOL!!!!Odd present if u ask me......HAHA!!!!!

    Hope u'll like it my dear wolf.......Tonight majority of Chinese family will have dinner gathering.......Well well well,this year I'll be at The Ship to eat steak.....Hohoho!!!!really surprise when my dad told me this....but he blame me for he said I dislike Chinese food that's why this year new year eve will eat at The Ship!!!!How could he say like that to me.......Not blame everything on me........ADULTS,SWT!!!!!!!!

    However,today the worst part was I got flu again cause by dust.........Then,when I'm in Carrefour to buy my wolf de present I can't check my points and I can't redeem any gifts........SWT!!!!!Hate this kind of situation.........In this case,I'll have to use more five ringgit for that redeem item.....No good......I'm going to run of money cause I don't have any money with me already........All in safe place.......Can't spend money anymore.........OWH!!!!!!!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

     Aw~I'm so sweet and quite enjoyable this week.I get to eat lunch at secret recipe where got people is treating me........fish n chip,chocolate sundae,7 up and a slice of tiramisu.......I love it.......And most surprisingly was I already got an ang pow....LOL!!!!!!

     Saturday,my wolf was so sweet and adorable......told him he did look innocent and noob but he still don't believe it......haha......At last,I found a wolf looking doll but I din't buy.......However, I still can't find a nine tail fox doll......LOL~well as a matter of fact it is hard to find ..........

   And I'm gonna end my part time job tis tuesday:)

WORK......WORK.......WORK......

              My goodness!!!!I'm sick of working and I scare of sick.......Fever,cough,flu and headache all come together,I fell so terrible.I am sick of working and I'm not taking any account things anymore.I'm sick of checking amount and bills.The worst was I had to stay overnight.Early might be 8pm only finished work if late.....DAMN IT 11pm or 12am only go home......

              My wolf,I am tired of this life.I really don't like this.Always not at my own house,not with you.I wanna stay close to you only.WOLF!!!!!waaaaaaa...................I don't want a life that's so irritating.......

              Thanks to this work,I became a great lire......I don't want.I still need to stay at my manager's house for 5 days????That was the worst part of my life,I am tired.She can withstand till 12am and continue work the next morning but doesn't mean that I can.......Even if I have temper for first time of working and tiring of staying up till late night,is it wrong????She can't accept it doesn't mean I'm wrong so I don't wrong.....

             I really don't want work at this place but for the salary I'll wait till Chinese New Year's eve.

X Mas

9/01/11~15/01/11

What had happen to me this week???? Having a fever at the first day of the week??? That was so not cool....... Wat worst was although i finished my work on 6 pm but i 10 pm only got the chance to go home.Then,mc for two days.That's no good at all.The worst part was i can't call my wolf.....DAMN IT!!!!!! I had been spending two days mc at home without him,THAT'S RIDICULOUS....... NO WAY!!!! However,feeling better after that but things made me worried when two necklace of mine were broken. OMG!!!! Wat am i suppose to do now???? Luckily,i didn't lose the ring or else sure the wolf of mine got really angry at me...... I manage to get home yesterday before 8 pm,what a relieve....... Now the only thing i can do to keep the ring with me is to put it with y bracelet.

Good news is my wolf is coming back today,means if lucky i can skype with him.......Yeah........ with lot of souveniers.........HOORAY!!!!!! Hope i can celebrate CNY 2011 with him ler but 1 important thing.I still haven't buy my new year cloth n wat am i suppose to wear this coming new year?????

8 JANUARY 2011

Oh my godness!!!!! I've work for half month already.It feels good,fun n learn more.However,the worst part is i have to leave my house for five days every week.I missed so much my belongings including my dear wolf.He told me tat he'll marry me and will be having three kids wif me.Oh,I'm so embarass...........but i really do love tis wolf,really wan be wif him coz he'll never change me but except every single negative of mine.I really really really wanna be wif u,my dear wolf hubs.............

To tat stupid crab,i admit i was a little over as my hubs dint find me and chat but i release my tension on u.However i dont think everything was my fault since i am greedy is one n i am super hot temper so, if u accept is your choice if u dun wan now is de best time to forget me.......